Peace be with you

John 14:27 NIV

27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

Mark 4:35-41 NIV

35 That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side.” 36 Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. 37 A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. 38 Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?”39 He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.40 He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”41 They were terrified and asked each other, “Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!”

What does the fruit of peace mean? Peace with God? Peace of mind? Peace among us? Yes. Yes. And yes. I think it is all of those. But I think if we have the first, the others follow. If we can quiet ourselves enough, if we can still ourselves enough to tap in to the love of God, the sovereignty of God, the magnitude of God’s goodness, we can fully rest in His peace.

We must first make peace with God. We need to come to terms with His place in our life. We have to recognize His love and forgiveness and accept it. This has to happen before we can ever have peace with ourselves.

Shalom, the Peace of God. Peace from a biblical perspective is not just the absence of trouble but it is the deep quiet presence of God in your spirit. It cannot be touched by our circumstances. In fact, it is often an authority over them. That is why it is the peace that passes understanding. It’s hard to wrap our earthly minds around.

How in the midst of chaos, war, ugliness, pain, can we have peace? I think we have to fill ourselves with His promises. Study His life and His love. When we equip ourselves with His goodness from His living word…it is only then even possible to understand the peace He can bring. And then we have to practice it. We have to center ourselves in the heart of Christ when the world is spinning around us.

I have seen His peace lived out in other believers that have gone through tremendous earthly suffering. It is humbling to watch…that peace that makes you weep and draw closer to God. Real peace doesn’t come in the everyday comfort of routine. Real peace is shone when it is challenged. When you are face down in the depths of your pain and can trust God anyhow. When similar situations have people crying out in despair and you are crying Glory to God in the midst of it. That is peace. When we can trust His will for our life. When we are sure about His presence with us. I have seen that peace firsthand.

I have seen peace in the suffering of a pastor and friend that fought cancer and then fought it again. I saw it in his wife’s heart while in the midst of that she lost her siblings over the course of a month. It’s in her love of Jesus and her clinging to Him through it all. It’s in their not knowing the why but trusting the Who.

Peace is in the heart of the 16 year old we love fighting for his life in the hospital while the medication to fight his cancer has taken it’s toll. Peace is in the grace of his parents praising God through this storm and hand in hand with friends around his bed thanking God for the opportunity to witness to others through this. Peace is knowing that God loves him more.

Peace is in the prayer vigils for gun violence and the hearts of police officers hugging and engaging the hurt of the black community. Peace is in the not being afraid of our differences.

I witness peace in the locked arms of my family as we surround my Mamaw’s bedside praying her in to the arm’s of Jesus. Peace is in the knowing heaven waits.

Peace is in the person that struggles with the burden of shame and is haunted by memories but knows that is not how God defines her. Peace is in the knowing she is made for more. Peace is in the letting go of what we can’t control. Peace is in handing the control to our Heavenly Father.

Peace is in the wife that prays for her marriage that the world told her long ago to abandon. It fills her heart even as her husband’s behavior tries to steal it. Peace is in the prayers of people holding space for her.

I’ve seen peace in the fostering and loving of a child that after two years is going back with their parents. Peace is in the trusting God will keep her safe and in the knowing that you are doing what He asks of you…to love even when it is throat grippingly painful. Peace is in her return two days later.

Peace is in my father-in-law with Alzheimer’s that sat staring blankly most days but could sing the spirituals of his youth with the light of Jesus on his face.

Peace is in the cross. Peace is in knowing the celebration is yet to come. Peace is in trusting that whatever I am going through is nothing compared to the fullness of heaven. Peace is in the sovereignty of God.

When we are able to focus on the peace of Jesus, when we have peace with Jesus; peace with others becomes instinctual. We cannot have peace with Him and of Him and not live in peace. External peace is a natural consequence of internal peace. The overflow becomes like a popsicle on an Indiana summer day leaving little drops of peace in our wake. That is peace. In us. With us. Around us. That is the peace of Jesus.

 

~Jen Harris

Joy Eternal

We find happiness in many different things. We can find it in the larger aspects of life ranging from time with family or loved ones, to even work and leisure activities. We may find happiness in the smaller things of day-to-day life, such as a good cup of coffee, or our favorite meal. But the problem with happiness is that it always seems to fade. Sometimes things that once brought us happiness no longer seem to even interest us. We can become bored or even indifferent to something that once made us happy. Happiness is very fluid. And this is one of the main differences between happiness and joy in life. Where as happiness can be manipulated be mood and feelings, joy is much more deeply rooted. Joy comes from an eternal place as a gift from God. We are able to experience joy in the most dire of circumstances. Joy, unlike happiness, cannot be taken away from us because it rests on the truth that we belong to the loving God of all creation.

When the topic of happiness is discussed at our house, it seems to always be tied to the feelings or emotions of the moment. I am enjoying seeing my daughter grow from a preschooler to a kindergartener but there are so many challenges. At times she can be very emotional and sensitive which is something I have had to adapt to. I grew up with a brother and even in my adult working life I have primarily been surrounded by other males, so this is all new to me. Often her happiness depends on what activity she is doing at the moment. But when we speak of joy it is always much more concrete, much more fact. She can find joy in knowing that her mom and dad will always love her. She can find joy in knowing that she is known and loved by God. These are truths that don’t change throughout the day no matter what her mood or actions. When I remind her of this I am usually also reminding myself.

We are blessed with a very clear picture of the joy we receive from God in the story of Jesus sending out the seventy-two disciples in Luke chapter 10. The disciples were sent to the towns ahead of Christ to preach the good news. What intrigues me about the beginning of the story is Christ’s orders to the seventy-two. They were to simply go without taking supplies or worrying about their own needs for the journey, God would supply their needs. I imagine it would have been very easy to complain. This would be very hard for those of us who like to plan out the smallest details of even a short trip. But they trusted God and he provided.

Later, when they returned from their journey we are told in Luke 10:17, “The seventy-two returned with joy, saying, “Lord, even the demons are subject to us in your name!”. We begin to see what joy is to followers of Christ. But this is only a part of the joy provided by God.  Jesus rebukes them in verse 20.

“Nevertheless, do not rejoice in this,

that the spirits are subject to you, but

rejoice that your names are written in heaven.” Luke 10:20

Our true joy is found in being known by God and living in union on mission with him. This is the joy that cannot be taken away from us. This is joy that is not affected by mood or circumstances. This is joy eternal. 

The story also does not mention that the seventy-two complained. Complaining is one thing that halts the joy we receive from being known by God. When we complain we always take the focus off God and put it on ourselves. Complaining is consistently focused on current circumstances. It is taking the “here and now” approach rather than the long view.  When we focus on God and the eternal we have a much harder time complaining. It is a very hard thing to do, but when we commit to not complaining our joy will increase.

One more view of the eternal joy that we are provided by God lies in the joy Christ has. In Hebrews 12:2 it states:

“looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith,

who for the joy set before him endured the cross,

despising the shame,

and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews 12:2

I pray that as we continue in the study of the “fruits of the spirit” that we would experience this joy. That we would seek it knowing its true value. That we would focus on the eternal rather than current circumstances. Rejoice in knowing that you are known and loved by God.

 

 

Because He Bends Down to Listen

Prayer is a profoundly sacred and mysterious topic and it was hard to know which direction to take.  As I examined scripture and read through one of my workbooks from my Way of Life study,  I came across this paragraph. “Our contemporary fixation on tips and techniques has, when it comes to prayer, emphasized methods over mindset, and this has left many of us, when it come to our experience with God, “out in the cold.” Most of our frustration with prayer stems from issues of our mindset toward God….in this session we primarily want to focus our attention on a mindset; that of prayer as relationship with God.”

Lying within those few sentences I found my own frustration in writing this piece. Everything I wrote focused on methods over mindset. I was failing to convey prayer as a loving relationship with God. And without the relationship element, my words rang empty. God is a deeply relational God. He relates to Himself within the mysterious fellowship of the Holy Spirit.  He also relates to His creation. In fact, He values his relationship with His people so much that he calls us friends (John 15:15). This level of personal acquaintance with the God of all creation should stun us. And what is really interesting comes just after this verse where Jesus says “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. The proximity of Jesus making the declaration of friendship to his followers and this invitation to prayer makes me think that the key to asking the Father through prayer is a relationship with Jesus and that if you are in a relationship with Jesus prayer will be a natural outcome of that friendship.

Our verses this week come from Matthew 21:21-22. “And Jesus answered them, “Truly, I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what has been done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ it will happen. And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith.”  Jesus intended to breathe fresh hope and energy into his disciples with these words but times have changed and imperfect people have gotten a hold of Jesus’ perfect words and these verses have been abused and misused so we need to unlearn a few things before we can really embrace what prayer as a relationship with God might look like. There are many things Jesus is NOT saying in these two verses. But I think it is best summed up by pointing out that Jesus is not talking about praying for desires controlled by the flesh. Romans 8 sets this up clearly. “For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit….For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God’s law; indeed, it cannot. Those who are in the flesh cannot please God.” A heart that is constantly pursuing the ways that are in opposition to how God designed creation to work is a heart set against God. And a heart that is pridefully set against God will not be in authentic, deep communion with Him. And a person who is not in a genuine relationship with God cannot approach prayer as a relationship. However, a heart that is set on the Spirit is a heart that desires the things of God and that person can enjoy the gift of praying bold prayers with expectation! A heart set on the spirit enjoys the things of God and that will come through in their prayers. That is not to say we don’t have desires of our own. We absolutely do and we should embrace those things. God sets desires in each of our hearts for a purpose! It is when we idolize or pervert those desires that they become a problem. So how do we pursue a focus on the spirit so that we can enjoy bold prayer as a relationship with God? There are many ways to pursue this prayerful life with God and different people in different seasons will engage with God in different ways. The beauty of this invitation to a prayerful life is that there is no perfect formula or method. We can have a spirit focus by getting to know Him more through His word as we study it, meditate on it and memorize it. We get to know Him more intimately through the faces and stories of those he has put around us we enter into genuine community with others (and gasp…it doesn’t always have to be church people!). We also engage Him more through silence. When we pull away from all of the noise, people and demands around us, we open up space for God to move and speak to us. Certainly this is not an all inclusive list, we could include things like nature, music and work. All of which are gifts God has given us in order to know Him more. As we come to know Him more, our focus becomes more on Him, which will impact our prayers.

I don’t want to make this sound easy, because it really is one of the spiritual disciplines with which most people, myself included, seem to struggle. Prayer often involves waiting which is uncomfortable, unclear and sometimes painful. Our fast paced, productivity centered, highly individualized Western culture is not very conducive to waiting on God through prayer. Our most prominent forms of communication are short, require little thought and are sent with the expectation of instant feedback. But the sacred practice of prayer requires a different heart posture. Waiting on the Lord involves trust, surrender, submission and humility. During these times of waiting (and sometimes these seasons are very dark), we experience a level of self awareness that allows us to see what is in our own hearts and see our need for someone greater who can help us journey through this life. We also experience dry seasons in our spiritual life when praying feels empty. Prayer involves learning to push past those times until we get to the other side of it and can commune with God and share our life with Him in deeper ways then before.

God designed us to be communicators with each other and Him. God is so intentional in listening to our prayers that the Bible describes him as bending down to listen to our prayers. (Psalm 116:2) Because He is so willing to listen, please don’t hold anything back! When we pray with humility of heart and genuine love for God and others, we will be blown away by his power in our life. If your heart is heavy with the burdens of life, bring them to God in prayer. If you are heartbroken over the injustices of this world and long to see the day when all wrongs will be made right, cry out to God in prayer! If you have big dreams, ask God to give you wisdom in it through prayer! Pray for your kids, pray for your marriage, pray for your family. Pray for our country and it’s leaders. Pray for the church all over the world! Pray for the poor and hungry. Pray for lonely and lost. Give thanks and praise to God in prayer for who He is and what He has done. But don’t stop there. The two elements of a prayerful life that are oftentimes overlooked are listening to Him and simply enjoying Him. Just like any relationship, communicating with God is not just God receiving our words but it is also us receiving His words and enjoying his companionship. When forget those two pieces, we miss out on this friendship Jesus is inviting us to enjoy.

Prayer is a gift and it is essential to the Christian’s pilgrimage. My hope for the particular local body at WRCC is that we would be a people of prayer. That we would be a people who move the impossible mountains of our time through prayer. And that we would be a listening people. That we would not foolishly go our own way and assume we know what is best but rather that we would intentionally quiet our hearts so we can hear the voice of the Lord and that we would join Him where He is calling us. Be blessed today as you seek God through prayer. May you hear his voice and enjoy His love.

Blessings,

Tracy

Desperate For Us

It’s just a few feet, a stones throw from his friends, but he falls to the earth. I can imagine his senses are on high alert. He can hear every creature in the bushes; he can feel the dirt beneath his feet, his knees, his hands as he cries out to the one who can save him.

In anguish, in anticipation of what is to come to him.

He knows. And yet he prays, fully man, fully God. He prays to the one who can save him.

“Take this cup from me!”

It is inconceivable what he will do. The lengths he will go in obedience for you and I. It is so real, so raw, the pain begins before the pain begins.

He knows.

And in a desperate moment of humanness, he cries out, “Take this cup from me!” Yet in the same breath, Jesus condemns his plea to the Father; His will be done.

Surrender, obedience.

The Father will stop at nothing until He is reconciled to his creation, once and for all. This is it.

He knows God can take it, this torture, and humiliation, and hell. God can take it. He’s God, He can do anything.

Yet this is it. Jesus has already shown us heaven come to earth. He has already lived among us, teaching us a new way, to love our enemies, to forgive and live generously, with passion and all we have been given. He’s already told us, the kingdom of heaven is within us, walking beside us, so close we can taste it if we want. Our communion with Him.

But this final act of obedience, of complete surrender of body and spirit, this is the final act God requires. He requires it on behalf of a people who still don’t get it. A people who are not desperate for Him the way He is for us – a people who are stubborn, who place their affections in things and in more, always more.

“Father, if you are willing, take this cup…”

But the Father isn’t willing. He isn’t willing to spend one second of now or eternity without His children, His creation, His masterpieces. He watches His Son drink this sin-filled cup of ours and drinks it down to the last drop. The Son, Jesus, beloved of God, learns to obey through his surrender to His Father, our Father.

God, desperate for us? Willing, yes, to witness the death of His perfection, to run with us again; run with us here on this earth and never stop running with us.  He desires it more than we know.

What are you desperate for right now? Is there a cup at your fingertips, so close you can feel it without actually touching? Are you talking to God about it? Are you crying to him about it? How desperate are you?

It’s only a few steps and we’re there, at his feet, in submission to his will, learning the obedience of the Son. His is a love-filled obedience that seeks not only to save us, but restore us with his power, his strength, his courage, his grace. It’s incredibly mysterious, but I think I’m beginning to know it.

I’m desperate for it. I’m surrendering.

“…not my will, but yours be done.”

That we all may be One.

As I lie down, I hear the news from Dallas. No, no, no. First 4 and then 5 police officers killed. Even more injured. 2 civilians. Sniper fire. Peaceful protest. The ache in my chest is deep. The tears come again. This is not the answer.

That very morning I had wept as I read another man shot and killed by the people we trust to protect. Another black man. Two in two days. A sick feeling rises up in the pit of my stomach. That sense of fear and anger bubbles up and settles in my throat. Surely not. My heart hurts thinking of the unrest that is sure to come. What that means for families like mine. What that means for racial tensions in our country. What that means for the police officers honorably serving. What it means for the black community.

I spent half my morning trying to write about it. Trying to find the right combination of words that unify instead of divide. Trying to portray my frustrations and my anger through a grace filled lens. Trying to find the phrasing to capture my heart and pierce through your own. Trying to see Jesus in this space. Come Holy Spirit, Come. Give me the words, I prayed.

I wrestle through the day unable to focus and blotting hot tears. I work hard to find statistics from a neutral enough place that will help you see. Then another act of violence against police…and another…With all my heart I want to write my experience, my emotions, my pain. I want my voice to be heard on this…And I realize then, the only words I can share, are those that point to Christ. His spirit presses in on me, Matthew 5:9 blessed are the peacemakers….

John 17:21 I pray that they will all be one, just as you and I are one–as you are in me, Father, and I am in you. And may they be in us so that the world will believe you sent me.

Not only was God’s dying wish that we all be One, but He went so far as to say our unity is how the world will come to know Him. Jesus basically says that the world can judge His ministry by how His people love one another, by how we are united. Unity amongst the people of God enables the world to know Jesus. How are we doing at that? Matthew 18:20 “For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them.” Unity literally brings Jesus to earth. This isn’t about looking the same or acting the same or believing the exact same thing. This is about abiding in the Spirit of Christ. This is about mourning with those that mourn; holding space with the hurting. Celebrating with one another, breaking bread together. This is about dying to our own desires so that God’s glory can shine. This is about hurting when a black man dies AND a police officer. This is about grieving with both.  We cannot be reconciled with Christ and not with His people. The first bears fruit to the second.

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“There is an infinite number of rays, all coming from the same sun: a single will, particular for each person. The closer the rays come to the sun, the closer they come to one another. We too…the closer we come to God, by doing the will of God more and more perfectly, the closer we come to one another. Until we are all one.”   

~Chiara Lubich

Our world isn’t in a mess because of any political ideology or separation of Church and State. It’s easy to point a finger at Obama, Trump, guns, police, Black Lives Matter, urban culture, media, or the radical right and the liberal left. It’s much harder to look at our role in it. The world is a mess because we are failing at what Jesus has asked of us. If you want Jesus in your school, be Jesus. If you want Jesus in your neighborhood, be one with your neighbors. Jesus himself is warning that the world will doubt His love, His goodness, His ministry if love and unity aren’t present among His believers. It’s on us, kids. This gets particularly tricky because often the most divisive, unloving actions come from Christians in an effort to ‘speak the truth in the name of Jesus.’ He doesn’t ask for our conformity. He asks for our unity. He asks for our love. Jesus shows up where we are. No one can separate God from me. He is in me. I am in Him. Where I go, He goes. It’s a huge responsibility but it’s also a huge freedom. We don’t have to work so hard to legislate Jesus. He will be where we are if we bring Him…if we live our life according to His will.

The early church was practically obliterated because of deep racial division and oppression. Gentile and Jew. Slave and Free. Rich and Poor. Man and Woman. The church took the lead in unifying every tongue, nation, tribe, race; in the name of Jesus. The cultures remained different. The skin, different. The customs, traditions, different, but One in the love of Christ. One in His love for others. His love for us. His desire for Unity. We can do this. We have done it before and we can do it again. It will take each of us praying for our own heart’s darkness to come to light and for unity amongst us. It will take each of us setting aside our own biases and embracing a life intentionally united.

El-Shaddai, Mighty God, I cry out to you in anguish. I look at the faces of my children and the faces of the men lying dead in our streets and fear grips my gut. I send my husband off to work and wonder what will happen if he gets pulled over. What kind of person will that officer be? I know what kind of man my husband is. But the police officer won’t. What will they assume? God be with them both. Please, Lord, heal our nation. Don’t let us forget. Don’t let us sweep it under the rug. Don’t let us pacify the hurting, but I boldly ask for significant systemic change. I know you are able, Lord God. I ask that injustice by the few be condemned by many so they know there is no place for that here.

Merciful Father, protect our police officers. Encourage them and calm them. Quiet their fears. Bring forgiveness and peace and respect in to the relationship with the black community. Bring forward heroes that put down bitterness and embrace healing. Take the anxiety from their families and bless their service to their communities. Let the light of your son shine bright in the darkness. I pray there is an army of angels asking to be used by you for the sheer purpose of racial reconciliation. Give us courage to do the hard and holy. All powerful God, make the violence stop,

Father God, for the families that have lost loved ones, I plead with you to let your presence be felt in a concrete way. Surround them with love from their community. Give them your strength. Keep their spirits fresh in the mind of others so our continued prayers will carry them. May we mourn with those that mourn. All of those that mourn. Let us love one another well. Let us follow your example.

Abba Father, I call on you to unite your children. Help us to see our humanity. Open our eyes to the struggles of others. Give us your eyes to see the value of their experience. Take our pride away so we believe them. Take away our desire to dismiss other’s feelings and fill us with the grace to affirm. Let us lead with love not fear. Let us listen with the intent of understanding instead of defending our point of view. Help us to shoulder the pain of others. Help us to offer hope over politics. Grace over our need to be right. Love instead of Hate. Provide opportunity instead of blame. Peace over unrest. Settle our souls.

God have mercy on us for the role our history plays in the devastation we see played out in our urban landscapes. Forgive us. Ignite in us a passion for change. A passion for a community that is different than the one we call ours. Unite us as one. Help us to practice grace and mercy and goodness. Help us to celebrate the beauty in our differences. It’s impossible for us to be colorblind Lord, so instead help us to say I see your color and it’s beautiful. I see the God designed differences and I celebrate them. We are all born of your image, Lord, may we believe that to the depths of our spirits. Change our hearts, Heavenly Father. Bring our bias in to the light. Work on it with us. Bring us in to relationship with one another and let the fear fade away. Heal our nation. Heal our hearts…that we all may be One for the Glory or your son Jesus Christ.

~Jen Harris

To be Heard

The sounds my 10 month old son makes are some of my favorite sounds in all the world. His jabbering will some day change into actual words, but for now I am happy to sit and listen and watch. He can tell me so much with his facial expression, but even more so with his eyes. While to me his grunts and repeated sounds can seem cute or funny, I am often reminded that he is taking part in a very deep need for all people. The need to be heard. The need to be known. I hope that he will always want to talk to me throughout all of the challenges that life will throw at him. I hope that he will have a confidence that when he speaks to me I will listen, always seeking to be present with him. It amazes me time and again that we have this same ability, an even stronger relationship with the father in the gift of prayer. We can have confidence that we are heard and known by our loving God who is always present. We simply need to speak.

It seems like a common lament of many Christians can be a lack of prayer life. I often find myself lacking in this at times when the busyness of everyday life seems to take control. You find yourself tired and seeking just a moment to unwind. Sure the dinner and bedtime prayers still happen but the true time spent just being in the presence of God is missed. It can develop into a routine and then we wonder why God may feel distant or we may feel alone. We are not hearing from or being heard by the one who matters most. We see others who seem to have a vibrant prayer life and are thriving in their relationship with the Lord, and we wonder why we don’t have that, when in fact the Father is right there waiting to speak and listen. We know this because we have the example of Jesus and the countless brothers and sisters who have walked with God before us. We can walk with God in this confidence thanking him for hearing us.

In the scriptures, we see Jesus repeatedly make time for prayer. In fact it is with prayer that he approached every facet of his life. He lived and breathed the amazing gift of prayer with the father. Our deep need for prayer should mirror the son. If Christ needed the presence of the father this much, how much more so with us! Christ’s confidence that the father hears our prayers should strengthen our own. We can approach the creator of all things in prayer as Christ did calling him father and be assured that he is listening, that he is present. In the Garden of Gethsemane, shortly before his arrest, torture and eventual crucifixion, Christ prayed to the Father in this way.

And he said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for you.

Remove this cup from me.

Yet not what I will, but what you will.” Mark 14:36

In this beautiful moment, we are given  example of how we should approach prayer. We are seeking our father. We are seeking his ear, his presence, and we have the assurance that he is listening. In the recounting of the raising of Lazarus in John, Jesus once again seeks the Father and cements the confidence that we should have when seeking God in prayer.

“Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you 

always hear me, but I said this on account of the people

standing around, that they may believe that you sent me.” John 11:41-42

God always hears us. When we seek him we are heard and known. We seek him as father. When we look at prayer this way the vibrant prayer life we seek becomes more like something we absolutely need. It becomes almost like the air we breath, and we thank God for it.

As my son grows older I look forward to the many conversations and “talks” we will have. I will always try to be there to listen and simply be with him, but sometimes I will fail. I will understand him as much as one human can, but it will always pale in comparison to how God understands him. I look forward to teaching him about prayer, and the one who knows him best, who hears him perfectly. And to this I say to God, thank you for hearing me.

 

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Has prayer become boring?

Prayer is the last resort!  Well, biblically that is incorrect.  But what about you?  If we could just be honest for a second, do we really believe in prayer?  Do we truly think that God is listening or even cares about what you are saying?  When we pray, are our prayers mostly before we eat, when we go to bed, or when we only need something to go our way?

A praying life is one of the hardest and most important things a follower of Christ can do.  So why can it be so difficult?  Here are some reasons that I believe most people struggle to have a dynamic prayer life:

  1. Priorities are out of order.  Jesus demands to be first.  Not last.  Is He getting your leftovers?  When you think about your day, who or what comes first, second, third, and so on?  Jesus wants to spend quality time each and every day.  He wants our best.
  2. Forgot our first love.  It’s easy to get caught up in the same daily/weekly ritual of our Christian faith.  Going through the motions become who we are with Christ.  Don’t you remember the excitement when you began following Jesus?  Remember when you believed He could do everything?  Remember when it was all about Him?  It should still be.
  3. Praying without faith.  Faith is not something we have.  Faith is living out our belief in Christ.  It’s action!  When our prayer life becomes dry, it can lead to questioning our faith and even God himself!  The problem is not our Heavenly Father.  The issue is us when we struggle to be obedient in our walk with Christ.  Our prayers reflect our faith and our faith reflects our prayers!

Maybe these three areas you have struggled with or are struggling with right now.  However, I do believe that we can fight through this.  It takes grinding, hard work, accountability and the willingness to do what is needed to have a dynamic prayer life again or for the first time.  Here are some ways to overcome our prayer struggles:

  1. Vulnerability.  Our relationship with God begins with our heart.  Since we live a busy, tiring, and stress filled life, we often forget about our heart.  We live in denial that everything is ok.  When in reality, our heart is broken.  Stop!  Slow down!  And be completely open and honest with God.  He can take it.  Our Heavenly Father wants you to be real about your sins, hurts, and frustrations along with your excitement, joys, and happiness.  Vulnerability is key.
  2. Confess.  Although this goes along with the last point, confessing our sin is imperative for freedom to occur in your life.  We can’t hide sin from God, but when we try, we are only hurting ourselves.  Confess your sin to Him knowing that Jesus already took that sin upon himself 2000 years ago.  In the words of Elsa in the movie Frozen, “Let it go!  Let it go!”
  3. Others.  When we begin to listen and think of others, our faith begins to move.  Praying for other people, other than yourself, gives us opportunities to work alongside God.  How cool is that?  You get to partner with the Creator of the Universe to be a blessing for other people.
  4. Eliminate Distractions.  Ever notice that it is hard to have conversations with other people in loud places, busy places, and when you are trying to do other things?  Same thing with God.  Find a quiet place that is your holy ground!  Is it on your back porch, next to a body of water, in the woods, on your roof, in your car, etc.?  Find that place and allow no one or nothing into it except the Holy Spirit!

    “When you pray, don’t be like the hypocrites who love to pray publicly on street corners and in the synagogues where everyone can see them. I tell you the truth, that is all the reward they will ever get. But when you pray, go away by yourself, shut the door behind you, and pray to your Father in private. Then your Father, who sees everything, will reward you.
                                                            (Matthew 6:5-6 NLT)

  5. Fasting.  I’m not saying this has to happen everyday or everytime you are praying.  However, this needs to be some kind of consistent practice with your prayer life!  Why?  Fasting from food or a need to spend time with God helps with the intentionality of our relationship with God!  Fasting will awaken a dry prayer life.
  6. Be Grateful.  Nothing else is better than thanking God for who He is, what He has done, is doing, and what He gave for you and me!  When our Heavenly Father becomes the greatest thing in our life, nothing else can compare to the glory of who He is!  Let Him know that.  He is a jealous God and rightfully so!

So may you pray with intentionality.  May you find excitement in your prayer life again.  May you work hard and do what it takes to reconnect with Christ.  May your prayers be the first and not the last resort.  And may you hold on to these ideas when and if you find yourself struggling to spend time with your Heavenly Father!

Recklessly Extravagant Grace

This week we are focusing on Luke 15. There are three parables in this chapter that teach about God’s relentless pursuit of his people. The last story in Luke 15 is that of the prodigal son. It’s a popular story and often times a parent, whose child has strayed from the family’s wisdom to follow the path of fools only to be broken down by a harsh world, uses the parable to explain their own experience. And this is a fine way to relate to the story. But I think we can dig a little deeper into this text when we remember this not as just leaving a physical home and earthly father but a leaving of our heavenly Father’s spiritual home. We can think of this story as any person walking away from the loving care and protective refuge of a good Father, and we will soon see that there are more ways to wander from the Father then just physically.

A couple of years ago, I started thinking about the text more reflectively and I became aware that I didn’t truly know the story. I did not grasp the parable in a way in which the text illuminated things in my own heart while bringing me deeper into God’s heart. There is a quote that says “We don’t read the Bible, the Bible reads us.” We see evidence to support that statement in Hebrews 4:12-13. “For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart…” The reason this story has grabbed my attention over the past couple of years is because it has had a powerful way of discerning and reading my own heart that is so prone to wander.

The story of the prodigal son is really a story about the two kinds of people that surrounded Jesus during his ministry.  The outcast/sinner and the pharisee.  One person stays and one leaves but both hearts wandered. A person’s physical staying or leaving “home” does not indicate whether or not they are living a free life with the Father. The younger brother is the outward sinner. He is a spendthrift squanderer of his Father’s generous inheritance, a son who spent it all, lived a life of sin out in the open for the world to see. We see the elder son (or the Pharisee) as the one who played the part but harbored sin in his heart. When we encounter the elder son at the end of the story, it is clear that he is discontent and that his heart had strayed from his Father’s perfect love. It seems that there was a propensity in his heart to distrust that the Father was for him. There was a disbelief in the expanse of the Father’s love and a belief in his own perfection. In this wandering state, the son could not understand the Father’s radical forgiveness.

When we strip away the surrounding circumstances of both brothers, we see something to which we all can relate. What we have in common with these two sons is the subtle temptation towards the original lie which slithered it’s repulsive body along the dirt, coiled itself around our flesh and eventually penetrated our hearts. The lie is that we can become our own God if only we will bite the forbidden. Sometimes we bite into clear cut outward rebellion like the younger son. This son searched for wealth, power, attention, purpose and acceptance through reckless living and there came a point when he discovered that “there is a path before each person that seems right, but it ends in death.” (Proverbs 14:12) He saw death approaching because of the choices he made and as he struggled through the suffering of being apart from his Father, God’s grace awakened him and strengthened him to stop destructive, prideful behaviors and turned his heart back to the wonder of his Father’s home. He saw the depth of his sin, repented and in humility began a journey back to peace with his Father. He is empty and humiliated but he still starts the journey back.

Sometimes we will relate more to the elder son. The bite we take will not always be evident because we are willing to go to great lengths to keep our sin hidden from the view of others. We would rather live in the miserable bondage of the perfect masks we so intricately weave then face the truth about the sin in our own hearts. We may bite the rotten fruit of pride, anger, jealously, self righteousness or lust. We harbor that toxic sin in our hearts and it begins to grow and impact everything we touch. Hidden sin impacts our health, relationships, finances and most importantly our faith. The elder brother harbored a bitter resentment towards his younger wayward brother and his father. While he may have kept it hidden for a time, his sin was eventually found out. The light finally shone on the dark corners of his heart as he angrily rebelled against his Father’s bid to come in and celebrate what was most dear to his Father’s heart. When presented with the opportunity to follow in his Father’s loving footsteps, the older son failed. The truth of the state of his heart was exposed. There he stood, outside the house, refusing to come in, all while accusing his father of not giving him enough.

The beauty of the story is that the father saw the truth of both son’s hearts but still loved them and invited them into His house. His grace is available to those outside as well as those inside. But receiving God’s love and grace is not the end of the story. In his book The Return of the Prodigal Son, Henri Nouwen, shares a conversation he had with a friend. In their conversation, his friends says to him “Whether you are the younger son or the elder son, you have to realize that you are called to become the father.” I find this statement powerful and thought provoking. Fathers long to leave a legacy to their children. The legacy this Father wanted to leave his sons, was a way of life that was honest, generous, loving and forgiving. He approached people with a shepherd’s heart and I have a feeling that he desired to pass that along to his children.  Our heavenly Father does not want us to stay as the younger son or the older son, he wants us to grow more into His image.

Over time we are all being transformed into the image of God (1 Cor 3:18) and as that sanctification process is happening there should be growing in our hearts a desire to love more fully and live more freely.   I pray that we would all realize that no matter how “good” we’ve been, we have never really been perfect and we are all in need of God’s recklessly extravagant grace.  Jesus said, ” A thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy.  I have come that they might have life and have it abundantly” (John 10:10)  I see that lived out in this story.  The thief came to destroy and steal life from the two sons but the Father was there waiting and willing to offer life and offer it abundantly.  Be on guard friends.  There is an enemy prowling about seeking to destroy us and lead us astray.  You can choose to wander along your own way or you can find your home safely in the Father.  I choose the refuge of the Father.

 

Be blessed

Tracy

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when 99% isn’t good enough

 

There are very few things I can honestly say I have achieved with a score of 99%.  Whether this be a homework assignment, a quiz, test, or anything else that is graded, very few times have I been that good at something.  When I was a retail equities trader in my very first job as a stockbroker, I was required to maintain a trading accuracy of at least 97%, or else we would be disciplined.  Even a 3% margin for error, which sounds really small, could end up costing the company thousands and thousands of dollars.  97%?  Yes.  So, for every 100 trades I placed, I was allowed to miss 3 details and remain employed.  I survived for long enough to transition to another job with our company, and leave that stress in someone else’s hands.  When I made a trading error, I felt bad, don’t get me wrong, but I knew the company covered my mistake and the clients would be made whole.  So, even though I felt bad, I knew the clients would be ok.  My fat fingers wouldn’t cost them a dime, but the company wasn’t always so lucky. 

With the volume of trades, and client calls, and market conditions, and all the stuff that happens during one trading day on any stock exchange, can you imagine the pressure of hitting enter when hitting at the wrong time could cost you your job?  It was, at times terrifying.  The pressure was intense.  Nearly twenty years later, I still place trades for my clients, and they have become a lot less stressful over the years, but I still feel a slight twinge the moment i see an order has been sent into the wild blue yonder of Wall Street.  I am always reminded of those early days when trading becomes…choppy.  Like if a country would just up and decide to leave a union of European countries and it’s entire economy…someone pretty big, like the UK, for example…

Anyway, I bring up all of that because I don’t know about you, but when I think of all the people in this world, and all the scenarios we face on a daily basis…it’s almost incomprehensible to me to understand some of the parables Jesus used in Luke 15.

It isn’t hard to grasp because I don’t get the essence of our Savior, it is hard to grasp because if I had 99 great trades and one bad one, I would be taking a five minute break to move up another level in Candy Crush and sip on a Diet Coke.  But what does He say the shepherd did when he had lost one sheep?  He leaves the 99, to find the 1, and bring him back to the flock.  Not only does he go to find the one, He actually finds the one!  And celebrates the fact he has a margin of error of zero.

He discusses the piece of silver and the woman who turns the house upside down to find it, and does…and she celebrates.  And as we all know, He goes on to discuss the prodigal son.  When the prodigal son, who isn’t that far removed from some people we all know in real life, comes back…broken and broke, he doesn’t find the angst of a father, he finds the love.

Sometimes, I find myself feeling special, because I have a relationship with Jesus..and while that is special, I am no more special than anyone else on earth.  John 3:16 doesn’t singularly specify Eric Wasson, of Westfield, Indiana to be the one that Jesus died for…no, He says that whoever believes in Him will not perish, but will have eternal life.

Every person you see today, or tomorrow, or the next day…each of them are being pursued relentlessly by our God.  He will never give up on them, no matter what they do.  He gave each of them…each of us, free will.  This free will gives us freedom to be…well, free and dumb, but it also gives us the ability to learn from our mistakes…to be broken and broke, and to know when it’s time to come home.

In Luke 15, I love this passage: 20 “So he returned home to his father. And while he was still a long way off, his father saw him coming. Filled with love and compassion, he ran to his son, embraced him, and kissed him.”  

Don’t you love that?  He didn’t sit back on his porch, rocking in his chair, nodding his head to say, “I told you so…”.  He doesn’t do that at all, he drops all feelings he had had about his son before this day, and runs to him with a hug and a kiss.

We were all there at some point.  Our paths may look similar to the prodigal son, or they may look very different, but somewhere in our past we have all been at this point in our lives.  We were gone…and have come back home.  And maybe you, like me, have been gone a few times…only to learn that there is nothing as fulfilling as a life following Jesus, and come rushing back to Him, with your arms wide open to feel his eternal embrace.  Jesus will never give up on you.  No matter what you have done, no matter how bad you screwed up in the past…or are screwing up now, Jesus is waiting for you to come down the path, back to Him.  When you do, you know that He won’t be sitting there, nodding his head, and looking at you in disgust.  He will be looking for you with excitement and joy to know that you’ve come back.  Jesus will celebrate that you’ve decided to join Him.

In closing, here is my ask for your prayer time today: each and every person you see is being relentlessly pursued by Jesus, in order to have a relationship with Him.  Just like He pursued you, He pursues them.  Pray for His guidance and wisdom in helping you constantly remember that no matter what is happening in someones life, at that moment, they are a child of God, and we are called to love them…and be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in our community.  Yes, the relationship we have with Jesus is incredibly special…but that doesn’t mean that we are.  In fact, the more we can make life about Him, instead of about us, we will begin to see the kind of world we want to see.  

We can no longer sit back, complaining about how our Christian beliefs are being challenged, yet…not actually living them ourselves.  If we, the Church, can help Jesus find the sheep, silver, or sons who are lost…by living how He wants us to, we’ll soon understand that 99% isn’t enough.  Jesus wants to know them all, personally, and how awesome would it be to know that we helped His kingdom grow.

God Bless,

Eric J. Wasson

Warning! Compromise ahead.

We’ve all seen it before. That one person that seems to have everything and they seem to throw it away on a whim. You know, that person in power that you see on the news with the embarrassing headline and you think why on earth would you risk it all for that one moment? Names like David Weiner, Bill Clinton, General David Petraeus. Then there’s the stars that seem to have the glamorous life but lost theirs to drug addiction: Whitney Houston, Prince, Michael Jackson. What about young privileged kids that seem to have the world at their feet and instead make a choice to destroy it. Kids like Brock Turner or Joran Van Der Sloot, This week’s scripture is 2 Samuel. If King David lived in social media times we might have woken to the headline, “King David; death to Uriah, lust for Bathsheba.” They may have even gained one of those combination dating names of the rich and famous #Davsheba.

Here’s the thing about all of those headlines and King David. It was a long time coming. None of the falls from society’s grace happened overnight. In this life, we accomplish things. Great things. We get comfortable. We feel deserving. We take things for granted. Our pride grows. Our compassion shrinks. Our ego explodes. Complacency settles in and chokes out our desire to honor God. Complacency takes root in our hearts and temptations start to fester. It swallows up our purpose and spits out sin. We feel worthy and able on our own. We lose our dependence on God. We grow tired and without an ounce of intention our hearts drift from God’s purpose and seek our own. Our own happiness. Our own desires. Our own strength. Our thoughts, our hopes, our wants come first.

Complacency. It’s dangerous territory. We can learn many lessons from 2 Samuel and King David. There are signs before we go over the edge. Warning!! Warning!! Trouble ahead.

warning

The first of these is conceit. Our reputation easily goes to our head. That leads to a feeling of pride and entitlement. Entitlement is a strong motivator for temptation. I deserve it. I earned it. I’ve worked hard. You become the most important thing to you. It’s all about you. In our story we see that even though God is blessing David in abundance, he builds his own house before he builds one for God.

Comfort or complacency takes place when we’ve become confident in our own abilities. We pat ourselves on the back. In the tooting of our own horns, the needs of others are lost. We take other’s for granted and push our desires to the top. As our entitlement grows, our ability to see other’s needs around us diminishes. If we ignore these first two warnings, right around the corner is a compromise.

That opportunity. That one moment when your inhibitions are down and you make that choice, that compromise and it is a slippery slope from there. It snowballs and that one compromise becomes an avalanche of sin before you even know how you got there lying at the base of the mountain 20 feet under. We meet our handsome coworker for coffee because it’s just coffee. We allow that attractive secretary to confide her marital problems to us and comfort her. We lie to ‘protect’ our friends feelings. We have just one more drink before we go. That tv show is borderline pornographic but the writing is so good. We know people have fallen for less but that can’t happen to us. These little teetering on the edge of sin compromises that make us a little uncomfortable and have us defending ourselves with vigor, before you know it, have us knee deep in trouble and we can’t remember how we got there

The other great lesson in this week’s scripture is when there is repentance there is forgiveness and redemption.

“I have sinned against the Lord.” Then Nathan says, astonishingly, “The Lord also has put away your sin; you shall not die. 2Samuel 11:27

God always gives us a way to start over. We may have to live with some of the consequences of our sins but our heart is clean with God. For many of us, there will be times in our life when we lose sight of the path God has chosen for us and worry more about the path we’d like to be on. With human nature, that is bound to happen. The important thing is what we do about it. Do we find some accountability, confess it and step back in to God’s plan or do we push it farther and farther from our mind and slowly distance ourselves from the one who calls us close.

 

How’s your ego lately? How are you treating others? Have you made a compromise you need to acknowledge so it doesn’t happen again?

 

~Jen Harris